Stress on exam

angry and fierce cat in Utar
My friend say i study crazily and overstress..do u know hw much stress that i bear ...
do u know hw much pain that i was crying so far....i become panic stricken when i do not know anything, i got phobia last time when i get result in IT management. I was trying my effort. Do u know if i were fail, i can't continue my study...
Too much thing afraid....thin?? it all become stressful to me....
My friend who really understand me why i become like that........Do u think i want this stress???
situation and environment is a factor. My father is recently sick and even some day could not work because his leg pain. i was worried when i see this indication.
My friend who do not understand me , please don't say sth which is out of sense....i know i was stupid enough i was studying quite hard........... Normally, i won't express my worry because i don't want people know but u make me say sth which make me angry n out of mind. U are forcing me to say sth which i don't like to say.....

this is what i learned from my best friend, even though she was in my photo friend, we still contact but seldom see each other, but we are so busy.... i know i 'm not important at all... meaningless to anyone except my family... i will keep on striving for success for my family... Even if no one else wants me, my family does

If my friend has this kind of friend, she will disregard this kind of friend who are brainless and who still in a wonderland. Imagine in this situation, how do u feel???
shuT uP your mouth shout if you do know anything, i don't like myself to be compared......
...that's all...

memories b4 the day my best friend went to KL work

memories i can bring her so far through the day i was in melaka when
4 people hanging out still remain in my heart. In 2009 same year but seasoned with different period, i got four different hairstyle and people as well.
F4 take photo in dataran stage....
People will keep on pace with changing environment including the change of world, fashion, time, attitude, thinking and anytime we cannot predict if we compare last time.
that time, we are not afraid about the fat in pizza,but my friend felicia kho is practicing to diet . this is last time we take photo during her birthday...yeah
if compare this time, from high cholesterol food to low cholesterol food.
people taste, perspective , thinking and view (including personal grooming, style changing and any aspects as well could be seasoned in different period.
that why . we are changing kenny rogers to eat healthy.....everything has change but friendship and relationship has not changed. This is what i mention and emphasize...hopefully, we last forever. Relationship need certain time to give and take. We can have a friend in the world but could not find good friend to understand us.
friendship could not be selfish to each other, but we always consult each other,lend some shoulder to my friend when facing problem. I treat my friend good if my friend treat us good. Sometime scarifies to help my friend could make my friend happy. One little effort to help could bring my friend happy. A action is indeed a big help. In life, we are full a dream and may expect some hope. A friend could be symbiosis in future and present. That's why we may want friend help us some day.

in conclusion. i do not regard any friend who are self-fished extremely and do not care people feeling, helpless in doing everything. this type of friend don't know how to describe from friends to enemy....it quite sucks to hear that...actually , i do not wan mention but some1 revoke me to say some1 ....anyway, juz ignore it


This is what we had order at Kenny Rogers Restaurant


My meal yummy yummy
Pei fen's sumptuous meal
Delicious Italy style spaghetti from Felicia Kho

i know her since form 1 in secondary school. The strange thing is we from enemy be a good friend. This relationship since form 3 . When i recalled back, it's too strange . I don't know why we were arguing since form 3 . When i back to my hometwn last few weeks, i don't forget myself to celebrate her birthday. Pei fen and I brought her to Kenny Rogers. Pei fen was always driver among our friend. It was grateful to have this friend to bring us....hehe
Guess what, bring her to Kenny Rogers again. this week is about Kenny Rogers.
It was so coincidence everyone is dieting ...hehe
It 's on right time , right place n right action that every1 is dieting. It was really just IN time...gothca hehe
we glad to hear that...yoyo

Love the food in Kenny Rogers

i am just like same with the health conscious consumer , attracted by advertisement which stated that less sugar, less salt...for those people who like to diet, people like me would prefer less oily. Eat protein is better than carbohydrate .......these were food that i had t o order


three types taste of muffin flavour
a new set chicken which is cheesy meal......
new set menu :new tangy meal chicken is like a bit of curry and combination original chicken....eat chicken is better than something which contain carbonhidrate
a view from Kenny Rogers restaurant
when u enter kenny Rogers Restaurant, no doubt you feel like you are entering a very classical, with the combination of old english style with western restaurant ..........no forget , the two CD is a significant represent more classic and uniqueness of Kenny Rogers

hometown i miss u n my friend

christmas view in the stage shopping complex....dataran pahlawan melaka mall...a lot of place we could take nice photo actually
it's rather difficult take photo with ourself
it's similiar like the scene in korean movie, the scene is like korean coffee shop
this is an order from us, yummy, variety and tasty of dessert
menu from this pink berry coffee shop, have a look some icecream...my friend is promoting...yeah
this is valley to go this green field,after shopping and juz sit there, there is a coffee shop around nearby after u feel some exhausted shopping
the most history place in malacca is red house, no1 will forget these scene red house built by holland people..yeah, u can see a lot tourist people in malacca. i bet you, you cannot even see tourist in Kamapar,i.e. boring town....
this is the place i was hanging with my friend after going shopping with my friend...see the big field to relax with my mind...to broaden my mind, free myself from hectic lifestyle. This place is not far from Alma Matter, the high school that i study before

portugese settlement before christmas

behind scene is my one of decorated house in portugese settlement...if u want take nice picture, please don't go portugese settlement during on 25 december because it's too crowded , plz go before the 25 dec, it's better to go on 23 dec yeah,,,
malaccan people will not forget, every year , we would go portugese settlement to feel atmosphere in christmas even though it's not in overseas..
i feel enough to celebrate in my homwtown because i seldom back to hometown
happy enough spend with time in my hometown , the place i was more familiar all the time

love u malacca, malacca rock
miss u enough.....

friends f4 superstar

hope friendship will be forever lasts, my friends and i has a respectively career n future, everyone is so busy their life and as usual. i hope they will succeed in future...
this is my memorable experience.. we are crazy in front of public photo...we are all photo genuine in front of vincci shop at dataran pahlawan melaka...with my help sister as photographer of f4...
give ourself a big clap... we are daring and brave enough in public ...haha

we act like gotcha in front of people..haha

stress around exam period

i feel like i'm stupid in all yr 2 sem 3 subject...it's so crucial whether i can go on yr 2 sem 3
money, career, future n money are burden to me.. n after that , it's a big stress to me
Why this always happen to me???
i feel myself in this movie, i still remember vividly in this movie
the story sound like this, this person was busy working, but one day, he went to see doctor because he had frequent cough without realizing . He went to see the doctor. the doctor told them he got lung cancer and he can only live about 3 or 6 month,i cannot remember. once he hear that, he was crying and he appeal to the doctor to save his life immediately....the doctor told him that he could not do anything. The guy said that , plz doctor, i haven't do anything yet before i die, i promise my mum to send her to Haji and i haven't earn enough money to buy big house for my family loves one, why this happen to me?? he was sorrow because he could not do anything he die...he hope his career could help his family...but end to accept the death from god.
Imagine myself in this movie, i got so much burden in myself. i need to complete my study, earn sum of money because i'm elder daughter...every parent has some hope to their children to bear some responsible which can give hope them in future....
i need to continue to pass my subject in order to get help from ptptn loan...
i haven't go travel or bring my family to travel ...this is such a burden to me
God , please hear me my pray... i wana pass my exam in every semester
i can go this obstacle

i need a angel guide me, where is my guidance, searching everywhere ......
at the same time , stop myself frm facebook too....
FORCE myself stop enjoying life, studying all the time to until FINAL