My feeling and resentful toward it

I 'm happy because i gain a lesson, i look foward for next semester
I'm sad because over this matter.
I'm sick now because of diarhea
I'm disappointed because i stick of fb, instead of fb
I'm relief when the determination of myself
I'm worried because i'm worried my RMP RMP, u r killing me
RMp result, i think it is worst
I know that i could not graduate
because if this
I'm anxious i choose wrong group who could not compromise, cooperate in doing sth
The end of my speech


Happy, sad, excited, disappointed, relief, anxious,worried?

my family is my courage to survive in my Uni life

The time for being separated from my family, I though i was better
Because i get much more freedom, free from family survilience
I can do anything that i want
Free frm my parent's nagging
I choose better life away from my family

When i live outside, far from family
I realise i miss my family member, but not only my dog
I was no longer king or queen for my outsider..i was king or queen of my family member
evrything i had to do myself
I learn to be independent
No one concern about me
Every friend become more outsider more than i realised
I miss my family member
WHen i was sick...my family member are concern about me
I was quite grateful...
I was quite terrible that i was doing to my parent for my past time
I request too much from my parent
I was spoilt children
I want to study hard for my parent
I am not afraid of anything
Because the outsider included your friend could not do anything
I write this because my parent's support and courage enough to give me survive on earth..that's why i should do everything whatever it take for my sake of my family
No one could beat me
my fate or god could not help me...i was defeated by my friend ..from my friend again of it
I was no longer a friend in my friend eye
i don't know they are considered my friend
i don't want to give up for my life to you
Since u all underestimate me
there is my supporting friend who think my decision is correct...
This friend i love you so much
U r always darling in my heart...<3 i miss my friend
look foward to see you
i will keep on my life

MY hell day

when i post something in facebook, i would like to say thousand apologize to the person whom i do not wish to refer on what i said.
Those who are offended by this statement. Plz change your behavior, don't treat your friend in this way....no point to pinpoint each other
My message is hidden in my heart. i would not like to tell straight to my point
I'm using the other pattern to express my pattern of my feeling
I think i watch too much series movie which is related the words..
I'm not so strong enough

I treat my friend my own sincere



I give a good treat to my friend ..and in the end this is what i get repayment...

This is not my first time to be upset and over stressful over this matter
I'm just blaming myself.. i don't give good treat to my friend
I 'm not manner person and well rounded person
I'm psycho person.
I hope you all stand my side of problem
Imagine if you were me, what you all have to do
I do not mean to break any chain of the circle of friendship
I just wish you all to treat me better
and hoping to give me a favour to do the task that i wish for
They are many types of my friend, my principal of my friend don't share the burden to you all

You are the friend that i could not share the sadness burden and joy to you all
My everything is just burden to you all
But, you give the burden to me .....

I could not accept the facts that the burden become disappointment to me

when i 'm sad, you only give some words..where is the action??
If i express, could you even bother, help me???
i'm disappointed , upset, i just try express my feeling and my emotion through the facebook
Facebook is my medium diary
I am too afraid of crying in front of person,
I almost think commit suicide
I think my life and contribution is not worth to anyone
I'm not noble person like Mahatma Ghandi
From my word written, God decide me go to hell
God take my life away..
In reality, no1 appreciate me

I'm too bad in handling EQ
In fact,I lost everything in my life..insulting my good faith and dignity, questioning of my price value of faith give me big impact whether i can go on my life. this is because my huge mistake that i make
I could not accept
I could not concentrate on my study, i get this kind treatment, betrayed
no matter how, my life still need to go on
I'm not belong to any friend , it's just normal friend
I need to put the different list, segment it to different kind of my friend.
I do not wish to trust anybody.
what kind of complaint if any problem existing, find a solution
eg: if u meet this problem in completing assignmnt, consult your friend, lecturer,instead of asking some1 help to solve for you..evry1 is not free..how could you expect somebody to solve for you
my assignment is very flexible, you have a knowledge, you contribute to it...
where you get the knowledge, there are something call mouth: Ask any1 some1 you know

God give you mouth to ask..not to quiet, instead of handling other person to handle for you
It give burden to my friend..i normally ask example on my friend did

What kind of battle to challenge my life??
.
I admit myself is a free thinker,
but somehow when my problem is existing, i do not know whom should i refer to...
I just refer to any god
Luckily i know one god , my religion :buddha , instead of the other god...HAHA
The message i read from my friend , i do not wish to reply ..
because it will make me to think again my problem arising
friend have their own life, own way
I do wish to interrupt
I admit my fault, and since from that matter, i 'm doubtful my trust to you all
I seem like not to trust to any1 to whom i concern.
I'm Happy enough to have friend to ask my problem
I do not wish to create my problem on you all

*Don't take my remarks literally

view of my story

study week n sem break for student, it will surely leave a part of rubbish
That's what student do
student won't bother,,, concentrate more on study than cleaning a house
i'm also one of them :P
I 'm better i will clean out the rubbish before semester break
After i 'm having exam. i will clean out the rubbish
At least , i 'm better off in this case

I"m humble ..AM　ｉ　in this case???
i will answer i am really humble person in the world :P
I was really shy to say that ..Haha
I 'm not smart and pretty enough
Can i indicate this is criteria of Humble???
there are many factor to justify with it
I told this my lecturer for his last day to work..i 'm a humble person..
He shoot me this sentences..a humble person will not admit him/herself is a humble
U humble show that you are bossy
sometimes the thing will not say that according to what you had said
He is psyco lecturer i had ever seen ..his type same like mr hong, my economic teacher in form 6
the worst is same hometown with me..
My friend say why all Malaccan people talk same style like u all, love to sarcastic here n there..bossy him or herself... no wonder all Malaccan people is like that
when i get along with me, you will know my level of Humble

most malaccan people have same style in teasing, talking way, joking..we share same common
I don't know to explain it's it's from observation method

once he know my name, he keep mentioning my name in tutorial and my lecturer oh gosh,
It was too stress to me..geram betul I...i really don't like him
I lost my sense of humble to instill my feeling of humble in this case...my name is more glamour than others..who ask my father give me hot name to me??? Sheena name is hot since the singer sheena easton or drama sheena is queen of jungle

Brace Or Camera???

I want to do that for a long time ago.. i want DSL camera and Brace. Due to limited resources, i have to forgone sth within 2 choices
My friend ask me why should i have braces on my teeth because your teeth is still in good condition. Tied up neatly, flat

I tell them i'm not pretty when i smile ..i was looking horrible

It's true when human have something in their hand , they won't appreciate it
They won't satisfied.. keep complaining the which is not perfect
searching new, weakness surrounding himself
I wish i could use this to my study...
It seem like does not work :P
if i could have this attitude, my result is better on since now
Haiz..talk easy, do take a lot procedure to implement
That's why their need/satisfaction is unlimited
but resources is limited

In economic, if resources is limited, then firm will maximize resources but producing a different individual to cater the need of consumer


To me , i still not satisfied...It still ignorance to me
My teeth no balanced, even flat when i see more closer infront of mirror

I am jealous, not affordable to do both at the same time

one day i will do that...
I'll pursuit my interest in photograph by owning my have DSL
I wish i could have... but under processing
Life is too short... Too many precious moment we can capture, if not, we will slightly regret
Oh ya, one statement given my friend

All girl like to make up...??? is it true statement
I'm girl, i don't really like make up... No doubt,Make up make face more prettier
Some make up is really 'horrible';..the horrible what i mean this, they are trying to cover all faces, make more extreme to yourself which apply to your face to make people has far expected ...they do really works becoming more prettiest for faces but they change more face structure, change the original , what i say here: it's not make up...it's making off the face
that what the Hong Kong movie star tell
Actor who act In 干人贱 ..forgot the name liao