no one could expect my new semester will change tremendously..
It just a small matter become big material thing
talk is easy but action to be done is hard to me
it much more tougher..
i hear some accusation made by friend ,my own friend, friend sister n another friend
i was really upset to hear that ..because it was not only written on facebook, n some tell orally through phone..i do really mind my face value on that time
it was so called public harassment because make such accussation.
no doubt in facebook..it was partially true or wrong
For honestly, i don't really make the thing which describe facebook
i feel disappointed.. i am so embarrassed to see u or talk to u
I'm so sorry the thing that i made
I admit it was really wrong on what i do
I don't really know what to do...instead of avoiding myself frm you
When someone is down, i make myself to approach to god
even your friend send sms to me to say sorry, i'm not able to forgive
something my heart is hard to let it forget it
because my friend do not understand my attitude and myself|
for both party, i stay with you for one semester... you do not know my character, attitude that i grown up naturally to mix with you
my heart is so sad until you do not even trust me...it take me time to cure my heart...
I don't know when can i start or stop the friendship
i assume that my friendship is a fiasco..If given a chance to repair back, it may be or may not be good as last time that we have
If i apologize on what you did, it does not change the facts, there could be gap for trust and to start the friendship is there..when can i narrow down the gap???
that's a problem for me...the impact to my heart
I have friend, some friend are doing wrong
1)i can easily forgive n forget
2)some are really disappointed , still can talk n make friend again but not trustworthy person..cakap kosong sahaja.. juz partially ignore n k..u ignore because u think that he/she might be useful for onedays
3)some u are not even want to talk her/him because u trust her/him too much ..take time to forgive her/him
4)i want to make friendship with them after some matter , i seldom talk to her because i noe her character so well because u might fear that 1 day..what they will do it again for you
5)worst thing if i dn even talk to them, because no intention...leave a deep impact to u
whenever u go, i won't ignore
i dn noe u might fall for which categories
**I might be glad to listen ur explanation last thursday...but i am doubtful on my friendship going on...it's quite awkward to take action to rectify this friendship..i'm so upset for this matter for few weeks
How about next, whether my friendship can be continued or back just like the last time???
My parent matter is quite worry..one thing settle, another coming..OMG , non stop sueing case..It was actually small matter, why rich people her boss love to make trouble with my father..
My sister and i hope he will continue do his job ..if not , he cannot support my sis education and so on
I hope my parent will cover soon..i admit my father is a coward, love to run away..i do not wish to be like him oneday
