my family is my courage to survive in my Uni life

The time for being separated from my family, I though i was better
Because i get much more freedom, free from family survilience
I can do anything that i want
Free frm my parent's nagging
I choose better life away from my family

When i live outside, far from family
I realise i miss my family member, but not only my dog
I was no longer king or queen for my outsider..i was king or queen of my family member
evrything i had to do myself
I learn to be independent
No one concern about me
Every friend become more outsider more than i realised
I miss my family member
WHen i was sick...my family member are concern about me
I was quite grateful...
I was quite terrible that i was doing to my parent for my past time
I request too much from my parent
I was spoilt children
I want to study hard for my parent
I am not afraid of anything
Because the outsider included your friend could not do anything
I write this because my parent's support and courage enough to give me survive on earth..that's why i should do everything whatever it take for my sake of my family
No one could beat me
my fate or god could not help me...i was defeated by my friend ..from my friend again of it
I was no longer a friend in my friend eye
i don't know they are considered my friend
i don't want to give up for my life to you
Since u all underestimate me
there is my supporting friend who think my decision is correct...
This friend i love you so much
U r always darling in my heart...<3 i miss my friend
look foward to see you
i will keep on my life