MY hell day

when i post something in facebook, i would like to say thousand apologize to the person whom i do not wish to refer on what i said.
Those who are offended by this statement. Plz change your behavior, don't treat your friend in this way....no point to pinpoint each other
My message is hidden in my heart. i would not like to tell straight to my point
I'm using the other pattern to express my pattern of my feeling
I think i watch too much series movie which is related the words..
I'm not so strong enough

I treat my friend my own sincere



I give a good treat to my friend ..and in the end this is what i get repayment...

This is not my first time to be upset and over stressful over this matter
I'm just blaming myself.. i don't give good treat to my friend
I 'm not manner person and well rounded person
I'm psycho person.
I hope you all stand my side of problem
Imagine if you were me, what you all have to do
I do not mean to break any chain of the circle of friendship
I just wish you all to treat me better
and hoping to give me a favour to do the task that i wish for
They are many types of my friend, my principal of my friend don't share the burden to you all

You are the friend that i could not share the sadness burden and joy to you all
My everything is just burden to you all
But, you give the burden to me .....

I could not accept the facts that the burden become disappointment to me

when i 'm sad, you only give some words..where is the action??
If i express, could you even bother, help me???
i'm disappointed , upset, i just try express my feeling and my emotion through the facebook
Facebook is my medium diary
I am too afraid of crying in front of person,
I almost think commit suicide
I think my life and contribution is not worth to anyone
I'm not noble person like Mahatma Ghandi
From my word written, God decide me go to hell
God take my life away..
In reality, no1 appreciate me

I'm too bad in handling EQ
In fact,I lost everything in my life..insulting my good faith and dignity, questioning of my price value of faith give me big impact whether i can go on my life. this is because my huge mistake that i make
I could not accept
I could not concentrate on my study, i get this kind treatment, betrayed
no matter how, my life still need to go on
I'm not belong to any friend , it's just normal friend
I need to put the different list, segment it to different kind of my friend.
I do not wish to trust anybody.
what kind of complaint if any problem existing, find a solution
eg: if u meet this problem in completing assignmnt, consult your friend, lecturer,instead of asking some1 help to solve for you..evry1 is not free..how could you expect somebody to solve for you
my assignment is very flexible, you have a knowledge, you contribute to it...
where you get the knowledge, there are something call mouth: Ask any1 some1 you know

God give you mouth to ask..not to quiet, instead of handling other person to handle for you
It give burden to my friend..i normally ask example on my friend did

What kind of battle to challenge my life??
.
I admit myself is a free thinker,
but somehow when my problem is existing, i do not know whom should i refer to...
I just refer to any god
Luckily i know one god , my religion :buddha , instead of the other god...HAHA
The message i read from my friend , i do not wish to reply ..
because it will make me to think again my problem arising
friend have their own life, own way
I do wish to interrupt
I admit my fault, and since from that matter, i 'm doubtful my trust to you all
I seem like not to trust to any1 to whom i concern.
I'm Happy enough to have friend to ask my problem
I do not wish to create my problem on you all

*Don't take my remarks literally